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Oct. 31st, 2009 06:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
snugglemint I feel like utter and complete crap.
Maybe I'm just sensitive today but I can't help but cry.
I suppose it's not a big deal. Not really, but it still hurt my feelings. For what reason...I don't know really know.
I've had a headache all day today and I've been helping everybody else with their makeup for Halloween.
I did makeup for four people. I still have to do my own and then one later tonight.
So all I've really done today is doing makeup.
So I finally get everyone done and come home while they're trick or treating so that I can do my own.
Wednesday I asked my mother if she'd do my hair and she said yes. Well there is a football game on and my brother came over to watch it over here so that he'd be close to the party when it went off.
In the car here I nearly started crying because this scenario of her making a big fuss over my asking kept playing in my head.
And more or less that's what happened.
She wanted to watch the game with my brother. She wasn't mean about it, I guess, but still, dreading that answer and then getting it...
She's going to help me but not without "Well....I'm watching the game right now...." And when I called for her to try and figure something out I got I'M COMING! really hateful.
They're all in the living room screaming and hollering over a touch down.
It's just like....I've helped so many people today and no one is helping me.
It's not helping the headache.
I don't even really feel like getting ready now.
Maybe I'm just sensitive today but I can't help but cry.
I suppose it's not a big deal. Not really, but it still hurt my feelings. For what reason...I don't know really know.
I've had a headache all day today and I've been helping everybody else with their makeup for Halloween.
I did makeup for four people. I still have to do my own and then one later tonight.
So all I've really done today is doing makeup.
So I finally get everyone done and come home while they're trick or treating so that I can do my own.
Wednesday I asked my mother if she'd do my hair and she said yes. Well there is a football game on and my brother came over to watch it over here so that he'd be close to the party when it went off.
In the car here I nearly started crying because this scenario of her making a big fuss over my asking kept playing in my head.
And more or less that's what happened.
She wanted to watch the game with my brother. She wasn't mean about it, I guess, but still, dreading that answer and then getting it...
She's going to help me but not without "Well....I'm watching the game right now...." And when I called for her to try and figure something out I got I'M COMING! really hateful.
They're all in the living room screaming and hollering over a touch down.
It's just like....I've helped so many people today and no one is helping me.
It's not helping the headache.
I don't even really feel like getting ready now.
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Date: 2009-10-31 10:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-31 10:55 pm (UTC)She said she should, so there isn't a reason that she shouldn't. She never said "Oh well there is a game on so it'll have to be before or after" she just said yes.
I intend to take a few jello shots when I get back. Feel better in time.
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Date: 2009-10-31 10:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-11-01 06:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-31 11:30 pm (UTC)