The Up and Up

[snugglemint]

Well, I still can't make myself write the damn smut scene. I'm really starting to hate this story. I don't want to but I'm thinking about scraping it. I'm just afraid that if I do that and rewrite it it'll seem so familiar that I leave off details that should be there. 

Why am I having so much fucking trouble?

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Apparently I'm turning into one of THOSE girls. You know, the ones that can eat any fucking thing they want and not gain. Yeah. I've been eating like a horse and I've been actually...um...well...losing a bit of weight. Did I mention no exercise? Yeeeeah. 

So I really need to start exercising so I can lose a bit.

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I went on Amazon.com last night.

I came away with two German books, both had pretty good reviews so maybe I can finally make some headway in that. Learning German on the computer is hard only because of all the distractions. At least in book form I can take it away to the bed or to work on lunch breaks or something.

I also got a new book. I forgot that it came out the end of August. -.- That's terrible because it was on my calender. It's Blood Promise from the Vampire Academy Series. It's a great series, you guys should look into it.

OH! And I got a new Tarot deck. Every time I look at the decks online the more I want to start a collection of them. Haha. These are really pretty.

www.aeclectic.net/tarot/cards/mystic-dream/  - That's it. It's called Mystic Dreamer. ^-^

My other Tarot deck I really love too, but it's not great for Tarot. It was made from someone's artwork, and doesn't even have correct minor arcane, but it was vampire based and beautiful so how could I ignore it? Lol.

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Let's see....what else... I have some ideas for stories but I'm loathe to say what they are while this other story is hanging in the balance. I'll need to get my story requests done before I can start any of it.

Meh. 

Comments

[beren-writes.livejournal.com]

If one fic won't come to you, go write another, that's what I do. Often works to get the other one in gear eventually too. If you stress over them too much they are a nightmare, and this whole writing process is supposed to be fun ;).

[snugglemint.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I thought about writing my fluffy fics. I just don't want to forget about the other, ya know?

I'll try again when I get off work in two hours, if not then I'll try something else.